Idkk why you don’t get that. This isn’t a daily thing

I really can’t believe what happened last night. Like this is the last thing that I wanted. I didn’t want to hurt you and didn’t want to make you mad or have a bad image in your head because it doesn’t concern you. You are so important to me and I feel really bad that you saw what you saw. This is really horrible and I don’t want to lose you but I don’t know what else to do or say. I will definitely do something to show you how much you mean to me